Sunday, October 31, 2010

Graveyard Dust Brownies

As I write this, they exist only as ghostly remembrances of what they were in life. I'm talking about brownies. Brownies that were devoured so ravenously at the revels last night that I failed to take a picture in time. 

I've made reference before to the joys of the 1946 Joy of Cooking cookbook. Several years ago, my boyfriend at the time used one of the recipes in the book as a template for a cake-like-yet-still-fudgey brownie. I can't remember which recipe he followed (sort of), but I remember that the results were fantastic. Yesterday, I concocted these "Graveyard Dust Brownies," borrowing heavily from the cookbook, S's innovations and my own inspirations.

Graveyard Dust Brownies

Preheat oven to 325. Yup, a little bit cooler than your usual baking temp. Line with wax paper or oiled parchment, 2 med. baking dishes (you could probably do a 9x13, but I feel that I get better results with smaller pans -- less burning around the edges).

Melt and then let cool:
* 3 oz. unsweetened chocolate squares
* 1 oz. black cocoa (an intensely dark cocoa powder that is great to use as an accent to regular chocolate. You'll need more for the graveyard dust)
* 1 stick or 1/2 c. unsalted butter

Beat until light:
* 4 eggs
1/4 tsp. salt

Add in gradually:
2 c. sugar

Continue to beat until light and creamy. Fold in the melted chocolate and:

* 1 tsp. vanilla
* 1 c. whole wheat pastry flour

Beat until smooth. Fold in (as desired):

* 1/4 c. walnuts
* 1/4 c. chunky peanut butter
* 1/4 c. shredded, unsweetened coconut

Pour mixture into prepared pans and bake until set, about 40-45 min. Remove from oven and dust with Graveyard Dust:

Graveyard Dust

Mix in a small bowl:
* scant 1/4 c. sifted powdered sugar
* 1/8 c. or a little more of black cocoa

Sift together until gray.


Sunday, October 17, 2010

Chipotle-Infused Butternut-Miso Soup

I'm so glad this came out as well as it did. I was a little worried that I was trying to force together too many elements, but the concoction actually achieves a delicious harmony. I made my own veg stock, which I then infused with a large, dried chipotle pepper. I roasted the winter squash, which I then pureed with the miso paste and a ladle or two of broth.The salty-sweetness of the miso raises the profile of the smoky chipotle and the sweet butternut. The soup tastes rich and satisfying.

Chipotle-Infused Butternut-Miso Soup

Preheat oven to 400F. In a med. to large baking dish, toss together:

1 small-medium butternut squash, peeled, seeded and diced
drizzle of olive oil
salt and pepper to taste

Roast until softened and golden. In a large saucepan, heat:

3 1/2 c. of vegetable broth
1 large, dried chipotle

Cook until the chipotle starts to soften. Add:

2 large shiitake tops, diced

Cook for a few minutes. Meanwhile, puree the squash with a ladle or two of the broth and

2-3 tbs. of white miso paste

To the broth, add and only cook until wilted, under a minute:

5-6 leaves of swiss chard or other green, cut into ribbons

Add the pureed squash to the broth; stir and heat through, but do NOT allow the soup to boil, or the miso will "die." Serve garnished with toasted squash seeds.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Baked and Roasted: Warm Inspirations for a Cool Season

My niece and I made this pie about a month ago. When baking with a six-year-old, decorations may be required:

Apple pie with butterfly and heart-shaped cutouts. Recipe for pie and crust in Joy of Cooking, 1994 (?) ed.

Since I usually cleanse around this time of year (early spring and fall are good times to clean it out), I don't really eat stuff with butter or refined sugar. But, I can substitute coconut oil for the butter and real maple syrup for the sugar and bake myself a pretty awesome apple crisp:

Delicious apple crisp made with no butter and no refined sugar!
My favorite way to eat vegetables is to roast them with a drizzle of olive oil and a little seasoning. This is a nice way to make some hearty veg for both the cleansers and non-cleanser crew. I put beets (skins intact), quartered onions (stem intact), and halved thin-skinned potatoes in a single layer in a roasting pan. I wedge in a few peeled whole garlic cloves. I added olive oil, salt on the vegetables I wasn't going to eat (which is the potatoes -- not on the cleanse), pepper, fresh chopped fennel fronds and dried rosemary. The vegetables emerge from the oven looking like jewels:



Can you see the juices bubbling?

Sunday, October 10, 2010

October Feast or Famine

Yesterday, I made my last harvest of the plot in the community garden. Since I moved, it has been chronically difficult to get down to Jamaica Plain (it's at least an hour away), not to mention emotionally difficult. It's hard to see something that I once put so much energy into, something with so much potential, grow wild with neglect. I had a good yield from what I planted, but not nearly as much as I could have gotten if only I'd been there to tend it on a semi-daily basis.

I made the ex come and watch me.
I pulled out weeds with the chard, hacked down the basil plants and the fennel, and wrenched the tomato plants from the earth. The squash plants, mine and my neighbors', had grown so monstrous that I had no idea which spiny tentacles belonged to my squash and which were theirs. What fell upon my plot I ripped up and carried over my head to the compost pile, a vegetal Medusa with a grim will.

He still wants to be in my life despite the fact that he ruined it. Despite the fact that in two weeks he'll literally be living on the other side of the planet. What could I say? He picks the yellow tomatoes off the vine and pours them like treasures into my hands, but what am I supposed to do with them? I'm sick of grape tomatoes. I want more.

So, I distract myself. Today, I'm cooking a few things, using up as much stuff as I can. First, I started up a pot of Cuban Black Bean Soup from Daisy Martinez's cookbook, Latin Flavors that will Rock your World. I just put in the habenero, and I accidentally touched my fingers to my mouth, so now my lips are all tingly from the capsaicin. I don't think it's an unpleasant feeling. I must be getting used to the sensation of pain. Out of the oven, I just pulled out something like a tartine with chard, egg and cottage cheese in a brown rice "crust." In the works is a Szechuan Eggplant-Tofu Stir-Fry, a salad, a tabbouleh with quinoa, and some roasted beets. Additionally, I have two butternut squash, a pumpkin and a gigantic squash of unknown variety that need to be dealt with. I'm considering a winter squash-miso soup. Not sure if that will be good or if it will be terrible, but uncertainty is a common harvest for gardeners. So much bounty. I know I should be grateful, but I can't help the niggling feeling that somehow it's all going to waste.

I gave him back his bathing suit and some other personal items. I returned to him the large Hershey's Kiss that he gave to me quite some time ago. I said, "You gave this to me while I was on a cleanse [I didn't tell him that even then I instinctively knew that it was a guilt-gift]. I didn't eat it, and then all this shit happened, so I didn't eat it because I was saving it for a time when things got better, but things never got better, so here it is." I had made a ritual sacrifice out of that piece of chocolate, denying myself the pleasure of it, so that when I actually did eat it, it would be the sweetest thing I had ever eaten.

He almost didn't take it. "You should have it. You should take it," he practically begged me to take it back. He just didn't want it to mean what it meant, and if I took it back, he could play pretend (some more). I had so few words. I just said, "No. I don't want it anymore." But is that true? When he hugged me, I was distinctly aware of how much I wanted and wanted.

I knew that if I tried to give him back the FOUR signed Lydia Bastianich cookbooks that he'd given to me recently [another guilt-gift] that I would have been going too far. Kicking a man when he's down. Chucking fresh food upon a compost pile. So, I still have them. They're in my car, but I'm afraid for anyone to know that I still have them. Afraid that they'll think I capitulated to him and didn't stand my ground. Which is true, I suppose.

But am I not supposed to satisfy any desire? He gets to be feted and sent off on his adventures with a grand party and the good wishes of all his friends (who used to be my friends). It makes me want to choke -- the only feast he should be getting is one that ends with a wicker man. Okay, I know that's too much, but I'm full of bitterness, dark and green. I will try to eat all the food I've gathered, making sure to freeze and dry and save as much as I can.
Traveling a path of sacrifice, we eat only our own famine, our own desire.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Soup is ON

Less than a blurb, this is just a link to a great-sounding recipe in today's NYTImes for a vegetable souphttp://www.nytimes.com/2010/09/29/dining/29appe.html?_r=1&th&emc=th

I promise I'll be back. Been depressed. Broke up with the *&^% boyfriend. Knew you'd understand.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Late Summer Fruit Round-Up and a Recipe of My Own

I haven't done a round-up in a long time, so it seemed like the thing to do on a lazy summer day.

Well, maybe not so lazy. I'm spending the weekend in Wells, Maine, and the first thing I did when I got here was go blueberry-picking . . . which gradually turned into blackberrying as I found more and more of these tiny blackberries:


Got up early this morning, did the whole yoga then yogurt thing, then headed off to the Maine Diner just up the road. See my review here at Yelp.

After that, we went to Kennybunkport to look at the shops and not buy anything (well, I don't buy anything, but my mom bought some jewelry). Came back to the campsite and immediately replaced my lemon-limeade with a new batch, this time adding some freshly squeezed green grape juice. Here's the recipe for that:

Grapeade

32 oz. of cold water
juice of one lemon
juice of one lime
juice of one cup of green grapes (squeeze them through a sieve)
3 tsp. of real maple syrup or to taste

Strain the juices through a sieve into a bowl and stir in the maple syrup. Add to the water and refrigerate.

After making my drink, I went out and found another horde of blackberries, so I'm thinking that I'll have to do something with them. Burgundy pie? Blackberry cheesecake? Jam? Tart? I'm not sure what i should do, so I've been looking around the blogosphere for some inspiration. Here's what I found:

Smitten Kitchen has a recipe for a lime yogurt cake with blackberry sauce that sounds really good. The blog's author suggests that the recipe can be adapted for different citrus and fruits -- lemon cake with blueberry sauce, for example. I'm thinking an orange cake with chocolate sauce or frosting for Halloween (yes, I'm already thinking about it).

It's been a hot, humid and dry (as in not rainy) summer. Need to stay hydrated! I'd like to try this blackberry limeade recipe from 101 Cookbooks.

Gin and I have a real love-hate relationship. I love the taste of gin, hate the insta-migraine it produces. I can usually get away with one gin drink as long as I don't drink any more or anything else. Anyway, I think a blackberry gin cocktail might be a good use for my rather tart, wild berries.

This recipe for a blackberry tart with walnut crust uses fresh blackberries. It might not be the best choice for sthe berries I picked, but I'm feeling nostalgic about living in FL, and thi is from a Florida gal, so I thought I'd send y'all her way.

Here's another blogger who will call y'all y'all: The Pioneer Woman Cooks a blackberry cheesecake. Not sure it's the recipe I'd use for a cheesecake (shouldn't cheesecake be made with marscapone?) but I like her style, and sometimes that matters more than picky details.

But I'm a picky, detail-oriented person (Virgo) and I've always been sweet on Michael Chiarello anyway. Here's his marscapone cheesecake. The link has more links to several other cheesecake recipes.

Oh, shut up! A Georgia peach pound cake? Go on!

Okay, so technically not a Northeastern fruit, but the lemon is an icon of summer fruitery. I bring you Chef Chuck's Lemon Ricotta Pie -- which looks like the closest thing to heaven that I've seen in a long time.

But what about savory summer fruit recipes? Do we have to reserve all this fruity goodness for dessert? I'd like to enjoy it all meal long. Any recipe that uses bacon, cheese, mushrooms and plums (all faves) wins. . . guess this is it.

And then there is the fig. God, I love the fig. So ancient. So pagan. So good with goat cheese. Thank you, Tartelette, for reminding me of my true religion: Goat Cheese Custards with Fig and Balsamic Syrup. Amen. Blessed be. Namaste.

The Earth bloomed with fruit and there was much rejoicing. Yay.

Yeah, I've been drinking. Why?

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Butter the Size of an Egg: Inferring Blueberry Cake with Hard Sauce

I love to read old cookbooks. I've mentioned here before that I own a 1946 edition of The Joy of Cooking, which belonged to my grandmother, which I've used mainly for canning recipes and brownies. Those of you who have that book, will recognize its familiar format, which lists ingredients as they are called for in the recipe. However, styles, tastes and technologies change over the years, making following an old recipe a challenge to later cooks who have come to expect certain flavors and cooking methods. In times before supermarkets and industrial agriculture, people got their vegetables from home gardens or from local producers; people ate seasonally, so sometimes that meant they had a tremendous amount of something, zucchini, let's say, and had to invent clever ways to use it up, including canning it for eating in winter months. The availability of meat was also quite different. For example, chicken never used to come cut up the way it is now, so most recipes for it accounted for the whole chicken and the methods it takes to prepare it (removing gizzards, cutting through bones to separate into fryer pieces, etc.). And of course, cooking times and temperatures are a new invention -- when our grandmothers first cooked, their oven could not achieve the high temperatures our modern ovens can, and sometimes they couldn't even be sure of a consistent temperature, making cooking times a guestimate.
These issues are compounded when one reads not a published cookbook, but an old, personal recipe book. These books are written to suit the needs of the individuals who keep them -- they are not necessarily for anyone else's eyes. The powers of inference are required to discern what the cook means when she writes, "cook until done." Done? Done how? The writer knows what she means. She elides over details or completely ignores procedures if she considers them so basic to cooking that to describe them would be a waste of her time. Sometimes, there are no instructions, just a list of ingredients -- and those ingredients may or may not have quantities
given, or they are described instead of measured precisely. In the recipe that follows this essay,
the cake batter calls for "butter the size of an egg." You should have seen me in the kitchen with a stick of butter and an egg, thinking, "Now, were eggs the same size in the 30s as they are today?" We have come to rely on our culinary mathematics, as if it was some holy magic that needs to be prepared in just the right way or everything will fail. Well, some recipes are quite delicate, but consistency is in the relationship between the food and the cook. If a cook really knows her ingredients, she develops an instinct for combining elements for successful dishes.

My great-grandmother kept a day book in which she added her special recipes. The book is in pieces; the binding is completely broken, and the pages are stacked delicately atop each other like crepes. There is no organization to the arrangement, even though it's a day book (she apparently had no intention of adding recipes in on the days she used them). It's handwritten
and fading a bit, further compromising its readability. And just as I described above, many recipes do not have instructions -- no cooking temperatures or times, no directions for beating, mixing, frying, etc. If someone hasn't made a cake before -- several times before -- they will
likely panic to see a list of ingredients that ends with, "milk to make a batter,"* meaning, just add enough milk to make a batter. Assuming of course, that you know what is the correct consistency for a cake batter and what to do with it after you've achieved it.


In some ways, food blogs are reminiscent of the old, personal recipe books. Publishing our recipes and stories at will, we make up our own rules about what we write. And I have seen blogs that avoid giving "recipes" with measured ingredients and instructions; instead, they describe what the achieved product should look and taste like and list the ingredients and basic methods as it suits the story of their writing (See Marc Matsumoto's blog No Recipes). However, most
food bloggers do list quantities and instructions. We have come to rely upon them -- and since we are writing for an audience (unlike grandma), we assume the same about our readers.

Still, we live in an exciting time for all things food. Our wealth and industry have made it easy to get almost any ingredient from anywhere in the world. Food is a hobby for many. Restaurants have exploded in popularity as more and more people elect to eat out, developing a finer sense of what they like each time they do. And although our agricultural system is full of issues, many are mobilized to discuss those issues and call for change. Farmers' markets, CSAs, organic food, and the growth of sustainable farms and home gardens are all efforts deriving from high levels of
interest in food. I didn't even mention the Food Network, Create, and, of course, this and all the other food blogs out there that daily serve up tips, recipes and discussions for the food obsessed.

Yet, despite all of this, I wonder how much more exciting it would be to have lived and cooked in my great-grandmother's time. To live and eat seasonally -- and dependent on not only the weather and flukes of season (from blights to bumper crops) but also upon one's own skill. It's amazing to me how many people today survive without cooking themselves, constantly relying on others (and those others might be factory workers) to prepare their meals. This dubious luxury was not afforded in 1924, the year printed on the broken binding of Mrs. Osgood's day book. How easily we take it all for granted, the power to transform ingredients into food. And to be able to make it taste good, is that not an art? Despite all our current food obsessions, I wonder if we rightly respect this life skill for what it is -- an alchemical art, a form of magic upon which our most basic physical needs and desires depend.

I remember my grandmother made Blueberry Cake with Hard Sauce when I was a child. The
recipe comes from my great-grandmother's day book, which she handed off to her daughter-in-law (my grandmother) when she married my grandfather. I remember the cake was thick and dense with yummy blueberries and a sweet sugary glaze-like sauce on top. My mother especially makes a big deal about it.

It's blueberry season now. My parents have a camper up in Maine year round, and all around the back, blueberry bushes fill in the spaces between the manicured lawn areas and the wild woods that float behind and beyond. My mother came home with a bowl of berries a couple weeks ago and asked that I make the cake. I've made it twice now -- the second time making some improvements that I think are necessary for our "sophisticated" modern palates.


Blueberry Cake

Preheat oven to 350. Butter and flour a square cake pan.

Beat together into a batter:

* 3/4 c. sugar
* "butter the size of an egg" -- Think about it: back in the old days, butter was made in crocks -- it didn't come in sticks with measurements written on the paper. They probably scooped the butter out of the crock like ice cream; hence, the "size of an egg." I've measured this out to be about 3 1/2 tbs. Butter should be softened.
a whole egg and the yolk of another
* "2 cups reliable flour" -- My mother tells me that flour used to come with baking powder in it to make sure it would rise; hence, "reliable flour." All-purpose flour lacks this addition, so use 2 c. regular flour and add (as my grandmother suggests in between my great-grandmother's lines):
* 2 tsp. baking powder
* "spk. allpice" -- a speck of allspice
* a dash of salt (not in original, my addition)
* 1/2 tsp. lemon zest (optional)
* "milk to make a batter" (see above)
Once you have a batter, fold in:
* 1 cup blueberries, washed and floured (to prevent sinking to the bottom of the pan).
Then, pour into baking pan and bake for 40 minutes or until a toothpick comes out clean. Cool slightly and serve warm with hard sauce.


Hard Sauce

This recipe makes just enough hard sauce for the cake size above.

Beat together on high speed. In a stand-up mixer, it will take 3-6 minutes, but could take longer with a hand mixer:
1 stick butter (1/4 lb.), softened but still cool
1 1/2 c. sifted powdered sugar
1 tsp. good vanilla or 1/8 tsp. fiori di sicilia (really makes a difference, but vanilla is fine)
1/2 tsp. nutmeg, preferably freshly grated

You're looking for a consistency that is light and fluffy, but still thick enough to hold a shape. Then, very slowly add:
1/8 c. spiced rum, brandy or citrus juice

If not using the fiori or alcohol, you can add a bit of citrus zest.

This is the consistency you're looking for:


It's important to serve this sauce at room temperature, but remember that it is mostly butter and will spoil if left out too long. Refrigerate if you're not going to use it right away, but let it return to room temperature before you try to spread it, or it will "deflate."

This is really good on a hot dessert (traditionally, it is used on plum pudding); it melts partially, forming a buttery glaze while other parts still retain a whipped, frosting consistency.

Please note: in the picture below, I had used a different recipe for the hard sauce and hadn't quite mastered the consistency. I don't have a good picture of the "new" sauce on the cake -- that's why I provided the one above so you can see what it's really supposed to look like. Still, the picture below does show you a little of the melting effect. This sauce was made with cognac and orange zest.